SCREAMSsssssSCREAMSssssS............................

2010-01-04T01:30:00.000-08:00

godness,my blog is still in a mess dunno if ii should redo it or not.

2009-12-07T21:13:00.000-08:00

gg back work tml.bored so fast la.

2009-12-02T00:17:00.000-08:00

wat e FUCK is wrong w my blog???

okok,i may jus leave it or open a new 1.still decideding wat to do.

2009-11-08T08:51:00.000-08:00

sorry guys infact i still hv tons&tons of pic2update.
but im real tired now.

will update soon again k.love ya.

happy belated bday bitch jasmine=)

2009-11-07T10:26:00.000-08:00

haven been updating my blog for donkey yrs le nd its ROTTING la.
hahahas...........

tis pass 2days cab h as its tooo busy le.
had really great chat w e cab driver.

i dunno y seen like some1 send dem2brain wash miie.

many things happen during work nd im seriously rather sick at it.
really though of quitting now.

not bcos job there sux just tt e staff there treat miie like maid CAN...

sigh, 4gt it.

new hair cut=)
happy w result.

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2009-10-25T02:54:00.000-07:00

send jena love off2airport.

love.

haven been updating my blog fer weeks i guess.
hahahahahahahahahas.

been rather lazy updating.

now staying in new h le no longer in maysrings anymore=(
realiix miss e time there=)

still shift2other place but still in panjang area la=)

its sun td nd im a real gd ger k.
stay h&nv went out.
buttt im so bored now.
FEEL LIKE GOING OUT.

GOSH...................

2009-10-15T18:52:00.000-07:00

happy 10th month baby love.

thanks for everything&coming so far w miie.
hearts=)

2009-10-12T04:33:00.000-07:00

restaurant close today which means OFFF DAY=)

went out w all my sweets love ytd nd im sure we all enjoy it alot isnt it!
watch movie then went for dinner at A971 cafe.
was a really AWESOME day out lo.

how i which e time just stay there lo.
anyway my sweetards jena going off on next mon.
SIGH................................

hope im able send her off.
anyway should upload e pic some time ltr as im unable upload now..

2009-10-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

been2hospital fer 2days due2check up.
though e needles has been hurting miie but im bearing.

infact those feeling sux la.
my eye were oways wet up w tears once i enter e room.
kind of hate e feeling.

it seen so scary inside nd the time seen2stop there.

GOSH.........................

ytd checkup wasnt as hurting as today.
after e check im not allow use my left hand2carry heavy stuff incase it bleed.
now i'll hv2wait till next tues fer e result.

*CROSS FINGER*

2009-10-05T00:58:00.000-07:00

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

Im gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Lets talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and Im feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

2009-10-04T09:15:00.000-07:00

DEAD BLOG.

bee,jus gt miie a new top nd im loving it=)

hate tues.
dun wanna go hospital.

SICK~~~~~

2009-09-27T07:48:00.001-07:00

feeling so weak lately.

2009-09-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

ah hong 21st bday.

hong nd ruby.

wonder if i should go out w bee/go to e bday party ltr????

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................
cant makeup my mind at all.

2009-09-21T19:31:00.000-07:00

resting at h today.

2009-09-20T21:09:00.000-07:00

miie and you=)

dinner at giraffe.

celebration our belated 9months ytd.
meetup w bee at city hall then head2beebee's h 1st.

after tt head to iuma to watch "the ugly true"it was a 2pid plus funny show la.

for dinner head2giraffe2had dinner nd spend more then 100bucks.
hahahas.

ok,heading out for buffet ltr w family&bee.

gt2wait 2nite.
SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK.

hope tt my flu will get beta=)

2009-09-19T10:54:00.000-07:00

why is it still the same SHIT?????

2009-09-15T09:42:00.000-07:00

im so sorry i've to repost tis pic again cos haven been taking pic w bee lately.
bear w it pls.

ANYWAY IT'S OUR 9MONTH CAN.
shld realiix tks baby fer everything=)

infact tis 9months mus b realiix hard on eu.
we could quarrel over lilil things jus bcos i wan to.
seriously not all guys could stand my attitude.
BECOS I GT AP=ATTITUDE PROBLEM.

ppl who noe miie well will noe abt it.

look bee,ii noe eu oways view my blog but didnt leave comment ok tts v BAD of eu.kukuku.

hahas.tks fer gving in2 miie fer e past 9months.
though im not a gd gf but still eu stand by miie all e time.

tks baby.
eu noe i still care&love ya.
cya tml.

hugs.

2009-09-13T09:09:00.000-07:00

im glad this cousin's outing has go on thought somethings happen.
infact i shouldnt b talking in2 much details here.
ok,straight2the point.

it was a AWESOME day can!
ok,wateva.

i really want more&more of this outing2happen but it should all b a happy want=)

HEARTS.
ok,y am i questioning&answering myself???
LOL.

couldnt wait for coming wed cos it will b mine&beebee 9months.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

more2come.

10months.

11months.

1year.

ok,shutup.
should let natural take place.

NITE WORLD.

2009-09-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

this whole is a busy week la sian.

cant wait fer tml.
hehes.

hope im gg cows ltr.hugs.

2009-09-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

alright,new top wats more black AGAIN.
infact this top is diff from my other top cos this a full suit.
jus pray that i'll keep wearing this nd not onli wear once/twice.

hahahahas.......
infact bee was complaining tt e clothes he brought fer miie ieither wore once/twice only not bcos e clothes were ugly alright(cos i pick those de)jus that after sometime i gt bored/felt it no longer look nice.

look just gt myself 3bras&panty.
1 fer outing&the other2fer work.

COOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

ok,off2bed tml need work.
SIAN....

think i'll update again nextweek.
love.

2009-09-05T10:25:00.000-07:00

im so tired so so tired.
wheneva ruby is around during work iiseen2b a stranger2them.
ruby is just like a gold in their eyes.

they will nv treat ruby&i samely.
i nv understand y are they treating miie like this.

SIGH~

in times i really wish i was a baby under ppl care.
so that i dont have2think so much.

in times iwanna turn back e clock2 10yrs back where all i only noe is eating in a coffee shop no short pants no nice clothes .

no idea wats wine/nice food abt.

but now nth of it could turn back e clock.
im turning 19 in less than2months.
im wearing short pants/skirt.
i noe abt nice food& stuff abt wine.
nd instead of gg coffee shop ii insist off going restaurant.

look at miie im a growup i cant turn back e clock anymore.
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~

I HATE EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPEN NOW.
Y IS THERE ONLY HER IN THEIR EYES???
Y CANT I TURN BACK E CLOCK?
Y AM I MISSING MOMMY BADLY ND SHE DIDNT EVEN BOTHER2LET MIIE DREAM OF HER???

I HATE IT.

2009-09-04T10:44:00.000-07:00

every steps i take is jus a new chapter of my life.
every steps count how much i grow up how much things has change around miie.

is this wat ppl say it's jus part of life?
eu learn every single steps eu take be it good/bad.

and here i am after learning so much.

2009-08-28T10:52:00.000-07:00

cant wait2meet up w cousin love over aunt place.

love drinking/dancing e nite away.

2009-08-21T23:18:00.000-07:00

hahahahas.
look at ayden boy.

okok,im not here not2talk about this.
im here to talk about this poster below.

ok,i believ omost every1 will see this poster in all nus/train station or whereva it is right.

ok now look who does what the poster say?
ok,infact in things in times i dont gv up my sit2those young aunt.
infact i truely hate those aunt who dash up the bus like the bloody bus will run away la.
wat's more still push miie.
ARGH.........................

i still dun understan wats more snatch sit.
OMG.........................

guys does that toooo.
so not gentlemen la.

FUCK THOSE GUYS CAN....................

come on ppl gt a life the bus wont run away even if eu youngest has no sit then stand la i dun see y eu guys cant even gt tis.

ARE UR IDIOT OR WHAT.
SHIT........

2009-08-16T09:18:00.000-07:00

1st of all i had something rather important2say
infact its our 8th month anni today=)
and im so looking forward for our 9th month(those who noe miie well will noe y i say so).

we spend e day rather simple bee came2pick miie up then head2 MS for lunch nd some window shopping then head2bee's h for a few hours then headout again at 7plus to OIN 2check out phone stuff then head2bugis to had dinner.

will let e pic do e talking now as i really need some slp now.
nite guys=)

my name done by kailin'q.

heart.

wood-man.

late post pic at ION new look=)
check out their heels there.

look at how happy he is infact i didnt ask him smile like tt he just did it.
hahas.so funnnny.

haven been taking pics of myself for soooo long.

had dinner at fish market at bugis.

seafooooood.

dessert=)

ooo did i mention wat i brought for bee????!
i brought him a Adidas jacket that cost 109bucks.
a rather simple jacket=)

nite ppl=)
tks for looking at my crappy blog.

2009-08-13T09:14:00.000-07:00

arent HEELS jus AWESOME???????!
Especially HEELS from NEW LOOK.

OMG,who's willing pay money2gt miie heels???

sad,having stomach ace need more rest.

2009-08-09T23:14:00.000-07:00

look after so many post finally there pics=)
happy rite!!!!!!!!

ok,infact dun be to happy cos i has no idea when will be e next time i post pic again.
hehehes.......

went over cityhall2look for bee ytd.
went for lunch at MS then cab2bee place then play com game.
hahas...............

leave bee place at 845 went to bugis2buy things nd had dinner=)
NICE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

look i has no idea wat was bee trying do lo.
wahahahahas........

look at all this tiny bottle.
its all real want OK.

hahas.dun say i prevent ok.
hahahahahahas...........

dinner at bugis new shopping mall.

the dessert like tiny burger so cute lo.

dinner was great all thanks to baby=)
infact i told bee we should just eat something simple cos we had GREAT FOOOOOOOOOD.
cant rmb e name.

bad luck bad luck bad luck.
FUCCCCCCCCCCK.

took bus h.
infact i should take bus 960 back de but i has no idea how ii board 980 la.

dame fuck can.
i actually saw it was 960 de but iidunno how ii end up in another bus la.

FUCK FUCK FUCK CAN.
we ended up in some fucking place nd waited fer cab fer nearly 15-20mins la.

super bad luck.
dame shit.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i dunwan go work ltr evening la.
sian.

y cant off the whole day???????!

2009-08-07T23:02:00.000-07:00

sigh,sorry guys infact i do wanna update pic but has no idea wat2update abt.
hahahahahahahas......

SIGH...............
infact im glad tt my phone is back with miie now.

ytd morning,i accidently thrown my phone to the big bin from my house.
hello,21st floor all the way2 1st floor la.
aren't i dump enough????

hahahahas........

but im bless that my phone is back w miie=)
tks to my sis nd maid=)

tata take care.

2009-08-01T10:13:00.000-07:00

hello guys,ok this will b a preety wordly post bcos i couldnt upload pic.

sorry bear w miie alright.
didnt blog last nite as ispend my time on fracebook nd some other wed and i noe i haven been blogging fer long again.

work was fun infact(yes,i say fun fer e 1st time)but working time was hell lot crazy like im working a 12hrs shift.

i'll leave h early in e morning around 10.20am start work at 1130am all e way till 3pm then break till 630 then back2work till 1130 pm reach h around 1230am.

GOSH,this crazy isnt it?
look im so sorry wheneva eu guys view my blog nd see those post that i post nearly a week ago so sorry that i didnt have time to update eu guys abt my daily life.

a reader of mine which is 1of my fren recently sms miie asking miie how am i nd so on plus im so sorry till now i haven reply eu back as im either2tired or busy w stuff,ok as im saying i think he's preety annoy by my blog cos all i post was abt work nd nth else RITE????????????????!

hahahahahas.................
im so so sorry.
will try blog more often gv miie time ya.

okok,im logging off but last of all happy bday to papa.

2009-07-25T10:07:00.000-07:00

ok,1st i've to wish fab nd lilian happy belated bday here.hahas.

yes,im kind of slow.
hahas.

ok,weekend has once again come so im gg enjoy myself tml nd that goes w/o saying LA~

should let the pic do the talking.
but sorry guys i onli took 3pics.

cake done by nicolas.

fab&miie.
ii noe i looking super ugly in my uniform go ahead nd laught ba.
SOBX T_T

fab&nicolas.

2009-07-24T11:32:00.000-07:00

HELLO READER,

i know i haven been blogging again.
im so sorry as always after work reach h around 12plus gt my things prepare nd off2bed slept through e morning nd its work again.

god,this crazy nd so tired la.

ok,i've a realix gd pic2enjoy.

ok,im off2bed now.
tooooooo tired love.

2009-07-19T23:57:00.000-07:00

dame shit its 3pm now in another hr i've2go prepare le.
SIAN.

this morning david call miie2say i only have2go back at 6pm instead of 430 la.super sian la.

though ii could come early la but le no hope le sian.

ok,now im gg contin w my tv show nd eat ice-cream ltr.love.

2009-07-19T09:05:00.000-07:00

FUCK CAN~~~~~~~

felt so uncomfortable fer not WACKING people up lo~

some1 try rob me today when i was boarding the bus back h.
this 2china guy who gang up tgt la~~

FUCK SHIT GET A LIFE MAN....................

this fucking china guy who suddently run rite infront ofbmiie jus to hop on e bus to ask e bus driver whather which bus head to where(ok,i didnt hear wat were they talking abt)then behind miie was another china guy.

ok,i had a habit of placing my phone behind/infront of my pocket so this china guy behind miie was trying ways to pull my phone out of my pocket whats more they didnt success ok lucky my pants were tight so i actually felt it and place my hand on my pocket so the china guy behind miie couldnt stole it but then now im so unhappy fer not WACKING that FUCKING CHINA guy la.

DAME SHIT LA.
i could have do something2it la but bcos that was my 1st time i was bit of shock.

ok,ii noe there no point screaming like crazy but people out there just wanna let you noe THIS HAPPENING IN SINGAPORE(EXCUSE MIIE COPS DO UR DAME JOB MAN)so pls be SUPER CAREFUL IN FUTURE alright.

NO JOKES IT'S happening.

ok,nite ppl.
RMB WAT I SAY OK=)

PS:gastric is hurting again.idiot.

2009-07-18T11:38:00.000-07:00

so TIRED can!!!!!!!!!!

gosh,seen i start work gastric acting up even often LA~
jus like today lo.

KUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUK

gt2stay back2do house keeping till 1plus then head2buy supper fer myself lo.
sigh................

but then i had a gd nd a bad news now.
e good news is mon i dun hv2work.
e bad news is mon i've2go back at 430 to be house keeping again.

OMG...............
*STOMP STOMP STOMP*

ANGRY~

hahas.........
okok,should stop all e crap now anyway will be going out w ah liang in e afternoon tml2gt ah hua present then head2bee's h.

kkkkkk,gtg le.
loveya.

2009-07-16T00:07:00.000-07:00

happy 7th ani to baby love=)

though we seen2be tgt fer donkey yrs infact its been 7th months old only.
but again through tis 7th month i had learn many things that eu though.

thanks baby you noe ILY.

during tis month our r/s seen2rock but then eu save it back again.
i wanna let eu noe i wouldnt 4gv eu sgsin&again nd make sure all tt,tt iisay goes in2 ur mind(if not eu noe wat will happen RITE)

anyway make sure eu noe wat2do fer e rest of it ya.
if not then dun blame miie already.

okok,gtg meet bee at bugis now as im at fivth's outlet.
hahahahas.

PS:TKS FER ALL THOSE WONDERFUL TIMES.
PPS:EU NOE I STILL LOVE YOU.
PPPS:SEEYA IN LAST THEN AN HR.

2009-07-11T12:46:00.000-07:00

felt so tired over certain things.

i still dun understan y are they treating miie tis way.
just like today i did food-runner nobody in e hell has help miie at all nd im doing like some kind of a mad woman.

then when ruby took over david nd hong actually went forward to help her.

NOW WHAT THE FUCK WAS WRONG?

didnt i do my job?
wat have i done wrong?
they order miie to do tis nd tt when i haven even finish 1task.

GOSH,thats so sick CAN.
ireally dun understan wat i did2deserve all tis kind of treatment.

i did my job now wat else they wan?

jus like ruby has once told miie"ah hong do food-runner i do water then david do order taker v good.
then if tts so gd then y bother hire another staff for?

god,tis really crazy CAN.

im really so tired over all tis tt happen all e week .
y doesnt any1 seen2understan it?

PS:im so sick of all tis NOW tell miie wat2do.

2009-07-10T23:38:00.000-07:00

sorry fer not blooger for so long as i seriously have no time fer it.

okok,will be gg out2celebration mommy xj bday tml.
ok,we celebrationing early.

hahas.

okok,gt2busy le.

love.
tkc ppl.

2009-07-08T19:02:00.000-07:00

im calling out for you.

2009-07-05T01:21:00.000-07:00

its my mei 16th bday td.
HAHAHAHAS..............

happy bday=)

hahahahas.
will be heading2jurong ltr to celebration her bday.
hahahahahahas.

wats more i spend more of my time esting and eating at h.hahahas.
wats more im waiting fer my ice-cream now.

hahahahss.

he's buying over fer miie now.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ok,im waiting fer my fooood now.

LOVE PEOPLE.

2009-07-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

went to see doc on mon nd get my leg heal.

the doc keep pressing my leg nd it realiix hurt like shit CAN.

anyway i need thanks fivth fer staying by myself nd suffer tgt ya.

hahahahahas.

okok,nth much let e pic do e taljing then.

i had to take 4pills in e morning nd nite.

my leg was being wrap like wrapping a pig leg.

but no worrys guys i had remove the bandage a few days back thanks to bee.
im feeling beta but in time it still hurt.

ok.
NITTTTTTTTTTTE PPL.

2009-06-29T10:11:00.000-07:00

ok,went to see doc today during break to get my leg heal.
LOL......

(couldnt upload pic again will try do it tml ya)
anyway doc say i've2stay away from seafood,cold drinks,spicy&&&&&&&&&dont wear HEEEEELS fer the time being.

god,think e doc is mad la.
hahahahahas....

okok,worry not i'll listen ya.
its 1plus am now here im eating myojo noodles so tt ican hv my med ltr.

PS:jerilin,can slp longer tml cos she allow2cab2work cos company gg pay fer it.
PPS:she gg fasted finish nd slp.

ppl,do take care of ur health ya.
NITE.

2009-06-26T23:25:00.000-07:00

GOD,it's been so long seen i told pic of myself.

ok,im sorry i got no pic to blog at all.
BOERD~~~~~~

ok,it's sat today which means im working in the evening.
MORE SIAN LO EVENING SHIFT I THINK TD FULL HOUSE LO.

ok,now all i only hope is tml to come jus cant wait to go out.
wats more will be watching movie w my LOVELY MATES tml.

its been some time seen i last watch movie.
hahahahas.
*wink*

ok,nth more to blog le should update again.

short info:H1N1 in singapore has grow to 365 now incase you guys didnt noe abt it.
wats more try not2hit the club so often for the time period ok.

do take care people=)

2009-06-26T11:17:00.000-07:00

hello,im so TIRED.
got back h at arund 140am due to work.

OMG,full house plus tons of walk-in has make us nearly go crazy.
wats more my mad boss wanna take 5more ppl after 1030 la.
could some1 pls slap my boss.

wateva any way lucky those 5ppl didnt turn up.

alright no more CRAPS.

DEAR SEXY MATE,
pls pls dun be late fer coming sun ya.
jus hoping tt everybody could make it.
sms miie fer any pro.

PS:I CAIT WAIT FER SUN OUTING.

alrigh,GOOOOOOD NIRE LOVE.

2009-06-24T09:51:00.000-07:00

i want to know whst's on everybody minds.

loves outing w my clicks.
i dunneed anybody to destroy this friendship of ours cos im happy w what i've in them.

ii dunneed some1 to wear a mask nd fake tis friendship out.

hey guys,it's e H1N1 thingy now and it's growing in singapore do take care nd try avoid crowded places alright.

alright,im off to bed now.
nite ppl=)

2009-06-20T10:51:00.000-07:00

i admit defeat.
i broke down.

i felt so 2pid i couldnt help yet wonder y is that so.
crying could not help me calm myself down.

i though i did my best in work yet there's still so much mistake i did.
i didnt noe what to do.
infact i wanna do e best for everything .

y couldnt i do something good in work y couldnt ii????

no matter how much tears i drop it still hurt fer being so 2pid.

but i'll like to thanks my chef for giving me my fav dessert=)

bee,im sorry that i had refuse2tell you what had happen when eu notice that something wasnt rite.
i dunwanna make you worry about me.

yet all i do was tears w/o letting eu see that i had suffer.
i felt the pain in miie.
it's so unbearable.

sweet love,i noe you care but im sorry for not telling you what has happen2miie during work jus bcos i dun wan eu worry.

I LOVE YOU BABY BOY.

i couldnt stop myself from crying during work.

PS:HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL THE FATHER.
PPS:DADDY NEO,THOUGH WE DIDNT SEE EACH OTHER FOR MANY YRS BUT I STILL LOVE YOU.HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.

2009-06-19T11:01:00.000-07:00

hahahahahas.
i just got myself another booook.
during tis week i brought myself 2storybooook.

weeeeeeeeee.
so happy la at least i dun hv to spend my morning ride listening/playing psp lo(BORED).

im eyeing for HEELS again.
but then i got no money for it la.
KUKUKUKUKUKU.

realise i oways spend my money else where nd didnt save any money at all.
ARGH...............

COULDN'T STOP MYSELF FROM SPENDING MONEY LA.

I WANT MORE MONEY MORE MONEY BUT MONEY.

P.S:I WANT MORE HEELS AND MORE MONEY.

2009-06-15T09:51:00.000-07:00

it's 16/6/2009 now which means it's baby nd i celebrationing our 6months anni=)

ok,i noe it seen short but then congras miie la.

ok,gt2e point im so thankful for wat bee did fer miie fer e past 1yr.
wondering y 1yr right ok bcos b4 i accepted him he've been after miie fer haf a yr.
funny rite.

hahahahahahas.......

ok,wateva now in fact im thankful i found him.
thanksful fer wat he did fer miie.

im glad tt we've came so far w/o regrets=)
nd i believ we've more to go.

HAPPY ANNI BABY.
ILY.

I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART.

PS:happy bday2charles bd mingming toooooooooooooo.

PPS:CAN SOME1 TELL MIIE IF THERE'S ANY BOOK FAIR COMING UP I WANNA BUY BOOKS.

PPPS:I LOVE YOU BABY BOY.

2009-06-13T11:00:00.000-07:00

show eu a really funny pic.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........

dun scream ah..............

AYDEN FATTY.

2009-06-12T10:55:00.000-07:00

the melody has stop playing.

2009-06-10T10:06:00.000-07:00

NO MATTER HOW MUCH MONEY THEY LEAVE BEHIND FOR US IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH TO BRING THEM BACK.

PS:JERILIN DOESNT WAN GROW UP ALL SHE WAN WAS TO BE AT E AGE OF 10 4EVA.
PPS:JERILIN,ISNT STRONG AT ALL ND SHE NEVER WANNA BE SHE NEED SOME1 WHO SHE COULD SAY EVERYTHING OUT ND NOT WORRY A SINGLE THINGS.

PPPS:JERILIN,FEEL LIKE CRYING.
PPPPS:SHE DIDNT NOE HOW SETTLE STUFF COULD MOMMY JUST COME BACK?

PPPPPS:SHE DIDNT WANNA CARE ANYRHING ABT MONEY PRO COS TT SHOULD BE MOMMY JOBS.(MOMMY,PLS COME BACK I DUNNO A SINGLE THINGS PLS)

it came in a bang nd i couldnt handle it or should i say i didnt noe how2?
it has never been my job to get worry abt all tis but then tis time im wrong i've2settle it nd rt shows im old enough in fact i NEVER WANNA DO IT.

Jerilin,just wanna enjoy life like how she always did w/o worrys.

2009-06-05T22:18:00.000-07:00

work was hell ytd.
super BUSY...........
wat's more today is no any beta.

ARGH...............
no more cray let's start on pic.

~~~~~~

late post of pic.

16/12/2008 still going strong=)

~~~~~~~~~~~

brought a mirror nd a glass thingy.

hahas.
glass thingy use2save money de.
hahahas.

IKEA.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

cas's bday cake.

after drinking session.
my face SUPER RED lo......

PS:it's sat today.
PPS:im gg out tml.

PPPS:hahas,kailin'q still have2dtay h ndredt.
hahas.eu must guai stay h ah wait till eu revover le then we go out happy k.
LOVES.

2009-06-03T09:55:00.000-07:00

dunno wats wrong with blogger la.
cant upload pic again.

ARGH................

anyway gt back to wat im gg say now.
yes guys im so sorry fer not updateing my blog as i had face some pro w e net tts y.

SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY.
but ii noe you guys MISS MIIE RIGHT.

ok,work was bad really bad.
in times i really feel like crying in front of them bcos they scold miie.

there's 1day wher hong got angry nd scream at miie in e kitchen saying"y did eu ask them fire e food when im fucking not done w things outside".i try explain saying tt i didnt even ask them fire but then it doesnt work.

god,is so not my fault la.
still so much so much things but cant rmb le.

and ruby(my working mate)say over-slept as over sleep.
LOL,i told her is over-slept but she say NO....

Ooooooo,wateva la.
past few days has been hell tired so much of tis nd tt sigh.

should stop here iineed go off2slp now.
stay tune.

PS:JERILIN,HAS GROW UP.
PPS:JERILIN,HAS LEARN TO THINK ND BEEN SPENDING ABIT OF MONEY WISELY.
PPPS:JERILIN,FEEL THAT THEY ARE TREATING HER LIKE A MAID COS THEY WAN HER DO EVERYTHING ND THEY DID NTH.

2009-05-30T19:29:00.000-07:00

OooooooO,it's SUNDAY MAN........................

its my OUTING DAY plus OFF DAY=]

had a quarrel w him ytd.
hate it when he scream at miie nd say he didnt.
DAME FUCK RMB EU'VE NO RITE TO FUCKING SCREAM AT MIIE.

god dame SHIT.

anyway we should b ok now.
see im so gd ii 4gv him.
hahahahahahas.
cant wait2go out ltr wats more i'll b meeting him ltr=)

PS:bee,didnt noe im gg find him ltr=)
PPS:DUN EVA TRY FUCKING SCREAM AT MIIE AGAIN COS IM NOT AFRAID OF EU.

2009-05-29T10:34:00.000-07:00

hi people~~~

eu see inoe i've lag of post fer tis whole week cos im so god dame tired after work.
sorry guys.

anyway again icouldnt upload e bloody pic dynno y.
refresh a few times but it still didnt work.

ARGH~~~~~~~~~~

nd wat its fri nite which means iigt2slp late 2nite.
hahas......

see,i've been waiting fer tis day everytime nd im so glad its here now=)
Oooo nd my N80 is alive again nd im using it tis few days.
die infact im passing my N80 to my sis but then i seriously dun bear2pass it to her now.

GOD~~~~~~~

anyway ihas learn new things in work nowbut then things still isnt gd.
SIGH.................

o my bitch will b working w miie under same company on coming mon.
hahahahas.

CHEERS..........

PS:jerilin wonder how long more will eu die after working split everyday nd had no wher else2go.
PPS:jerilin,need MORE REST.

guys,it's nearly2am now faste tuck2bed alright.
gd nite ppl.
SWEET DREAMS=)

2009-05-27T18:25:00.000-07:00

argh..............

dun feel like working today.

PS:JERILIN WANNA SLP.

2009-05-24T00:21:00.000-07:00

last nite drinking session was GREAT but then many things happen tt kind of dissapoint miie alot so much things just come in a bang that i nv expect at all.

wat should ii say?
it's just so painfully to see things happen like tt.

how do i descride my feelings for them??
god i hate tis momment.

think i should jus bloody hell stop all this crap here.

b4 i 4gt HAPPY BDAY to CASPER&XIANGXIANG td=)
hope evrything goes well fer your.

cheers

PS:girls,im sorry if i scream at you guys last nite i just wanna let your noe you cant blame urself tt all tt happen,oso some ppl just dun worth ur tears anymore let go and find a beta one i believe eu can do it de=)

PPS:jerilin,really enjoy herself ytd but again she really dun wish to see wat happen last nite2b replay again in future alright GIRLS.PROMISE?

PPPS:once again jerilin will like to apolx for wat happen last nite and no matter wat jerilin still love you GIRLS to the core alright.hopefully wat i say lastnite will get into your brain ok=)

2009-05-22T11:07:00.000-07:00

cant wait fer tml drinking session.
should i go fer K on sun???

late post.
outing w all e love2east coast.

the 3red bull.

FUNNNNN.

miie&joleen eating noodles.

mommy,learning how2ride bic.

slacking.

our bic.

busy riding bic.

on the way2look for fivth.

dinner at HK CAFE.

PS:JERILIN,FELT SO TIRED AFTER WORK BUT SHE STILL WATCHING TV TILL LATE NITE.

2009-05-21T10:01:00.000-07:00

i felt so drain out.
i need more hrs of slp.

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

PS:jerilin,having headace now.
PPS:ytd a customre try to make fren w jerilin.
PPPS:ytd e customer pretend2touch her hand.
PPPPS:ytd e customer ask for jerilin name nd check whether is she a s'porean.

PS:the customer is a french guy.
PPS:the customer is a sale manager from interactive data.

psss:ytd the customer pass jerilin his name card.

PSps:jerilin,need light off NOW her headace is killing her.

2009-05-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WAT's WRONG W MY BLOODY BLOG??
I STILL COULDN'T UPLOAD PIC...

HATE IT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WATEVA LA.

PS:jerilin,say she couldnt afford2update her blog everyday cos work has make her so bleedy tired tt SHE NEED MORE REST.

PPS:she hate it when she've to wear pants SO HIGH FER WORK.

PPPS:she may onli update her blog 3-4days a week start from td.

2009-05-18T09:53:00.000-07:00

IDIOT,I CANT UPLOAD PIC ABT YTD THINGY AT ALL.
THINK I'LL HV2WAIT TILL TML TO TRY AGAIN.

SORRY GUYS.
ANYWAY JUS A SHORT POST.

WENT OUT W XZB,GER,MOMMY,CAS,JAS,JOLEEN&ERIC ND I BROUGH MY SIS ALONG YTD.
WENT TO EAST COAST2CYCLE FER 4hrs.

so hell lot fun CANN.................
bee,head down after his work to join us=)

fivth,was working near by so we all ride our bic over2find her,after she finish work she head down2hv dinner w us.

had hongkong cafe.
hahahahahas....................

anyway it was really fun ytd looking forward fer more le=)
cant wait fer sat le=]

okok,gtg le should try upload e pic tml.

PS:JERILIN,BUTT HURTING NOW DUE2RIDING BIC FER 4WHOLE HELL HRS.
PPS:JERILIN,DID FOOD RUNNER TD ND SHE SO GLAD SHE HAD LEARN MUCH MORE STUFF=)
PPPS:JERILIN,BROUGHT A NEW WORKING PANTS&SHIRT BCOS DAVID SAY HER JEANS IS HIPSTERS ND NOW HER NEW PANTS MAKE HER LOOK SO KUKU.SHE HATE IT.

PS:ANOTHER WEEK HAS JUS PASS.
PPS:ANOTHER DAY HAS JUS PASS.

PS:SHE STILL COULDNT UNDERSTAN Y WORKING LIFE IS LIKE TT GUESS SHE NEED SOMEMORE TIME FER IT.
PPS:SHE JUS WANNA FEEL LIKE A FAMILY DURING WORK BUT SHE STILL DOESNT FEEL SO.

2009-05-16T10:55:00.000-07:00

ok this a late post.
OOOOOOOOOK...

1st of all happy 5th anni bee.
time fly nd we've been tgt fer 5months it may seen short but after fer e past few months i really did enjoy myself.

tks fer being by myside=)
sorry tt i've totally 4got abt our anni due2my sickness.
ok,tt may seen2an excuse fer it.

SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY LOVE.

my last few pic b4 i remove my exten.
ARGH,I MISS MY LONG HAIR NOW.

PS:tks to ruby&hong fer making tonic+salt fer miie due to my throat.(tonic+water SUX like helllllllllllllllll.)
PPS:TKS BABY FER E PAST 5MONTHS.
PPPS:ILY SWEETHEART=}

2009-05-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

jerilin,recieve a phone call this afternoon asking her2go interview on 3/6/09 fer sentosa 1of e hotel.

1st;she has no idea if she should go fer e interview not.
2nd;the interview fall on a wed evening 630 which is when she start work.

PS;JERILIN DOWN W FLU AGAIN.
PPS;THIS TIME HER FLU HAS NV LEAVE HER ALONE FER E WHOLE EVENING HOPING TML WILL.
PPPS;SHE FELT LIKE RE-MOVING HER NOSE.*which is impossible*.

2009-05-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

jerilin,DOESNT FEEL WELL ND HAD NO IDEA Y IS IT SO.

jerilin,did food runner fer e whole day td nd super happy cos it's her 1st time after a month plus.

but then something bad happen.
SHE HURT HER LIL FINGER WHICH IS SWOLLING NOW ND MAKE HER FEEL LIKE CRYING T.T

jerilin,has a meetup w her XZB nd ger fer lunch td at PS hongkong=)

after lunch head2FEP to gt heels=}
IM IN LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..

PS:BABY DIDNT SEND MIIE H ND I MISS HIM TONS.
PPS:MY LIL FINGER STILL SWOLLING.
PPPS:SOME1 TOLD JERILIN THIS EARLY ON,EU GOT TO HV CONFINED IN EVERYTHING YOU DO.

2009-05-13T09:57:00.000-07:00

........................

PS:SHE HAS NO IDEA IN TIMES SHE STILL FEEL ABIT.
PPS:BUTTERFACTORY,ZOUK????WAT ELSE???

2009-05-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CAN SOME1 TELL MIIE WHEN IS E NEXT EVENT COMING UP?I WAN IT TO BE EITHER THIS/NEXT WEEK DE.

im dying to go out.
wear nicely..........

SHIT HEAD.....

jerilin need comments whether if she should remove her exterion(dunno how spell) fer e time being????

Before.

Now.

?????????????????

comments comments PLEASE.

P.S:I HATE WORK TODAY.

2009-05-10T18:44:00.000-07:00

went to ay yam seafood res ytd to celebration mother's day nd it's my treat OK...

foods there were nice man their seafood were all fresh.
brought mama,papa,irene's jie,michael's kor,mei&bee eat.

it was a wonderful nite=}

should let e pic do e talk but sorry guys i didnt took much pic cos im TOOOOO busy eating=)

spend a total of 258bucks.
seriously as long as they are happy i dunmind spending tt money=]

couldnt stop taking pic.
cos ii MISS MYSELF.

there were more pic but ii thiink ii shouldnt update anymore.

LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.......................

P.S:YOU WERE THERE TO PICK MIIE UP BUT STILL SORRY IN TIMES I'LL STILL KEEP THINGS WITHIN MYSELF.

2009-05-09T10:31:00.000-07:00

it's 2 plus am now which means it's mother's daynow.

Neverless,ii just wanna spend every yr mother's day like any 19yrs old kids just wanna spend it with my family members.

but it's impossible at all TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE AT ALL.

i never understan y life is nv fair.
I HATE IT.

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???

2009-05-08T10:43:00.000-07:00

had lunch went my XZB nd ger td.

had so much fun RITE??????!

anyway jerilin ok now she totally fine dunneed med anymore=}

okok,back to topic.

noe wat this song is going on nd on in my head now all tks to them.

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU.
*CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP*

see XZB ii noe this song im NOY OUTDATE you kuku.
okok,really had a fun time w them.

Ooooo b4 ii 4gt ger dun start dancing in ur room ya .

it's 2plus am now nd im watching P.S I LOVE YOU.
wanna conti watching so should stop blogging le.

love.

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU.
*clap clap clap clap*

gerger,1day you'll grow to love miie ya.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVES.

2009-05-06T06:11:00.000-07:00

reach h around 8plus after seening doc.

jerilin,down w super heavy flu nd headace.
doc say i had throat infection oso.

2days of MC=}

got to rest at h.
yesyesyes=]

ok,wanna go rest le.

jerilin will update again if possible so guys rmb drink more water.

2009-05-04T10:02:00.000-07:00

it's 1plus now nd iijus finish my dinner.

ARGH..................

this going crazy......

nd another monday has pass.

2009-05-03T05:04:00.000-07:00

a really short post here.

after starting work fer a month plus.
jerilin,has been a gd day today=)

cos she didnt went out early in e afternoon nd came back late at nite.
in fact she was h td nd onli went2sheng siong nd plaza w bee onli=)

went to shengsiong nd buy things then head2plaza to get some food then chatted w lulu fer nearly an hr b4 head h.

see ii told cha jerilin a gd ger td she went out after 4pm nd h b4 730=)

ok,now bee over at myplace nd ii gt to go shower le.

tkc guys=)

keep asking ayden2smile but he onli stare at my phone nd refuse to smile or even move.
dots.

blog again=)

2009-05-01T11:03:00.000-07:00

there again ii cook rice for baby tis time round.
it looks abit like fried-rice but it's not nd ii seriously had no idea wats tt ii jus cook wat iithink it's nice nd easy.

ii should gv a name to it.
people,pls help miie think.

should ii call;
jerilin's egg rice?
jerilin's rubbish food?
jerilin's rubbish bin?

ok,i cant think anymore how people????

after finish cooking=}

pack nd bring2work 1st.

after finish cooking it turn abit dirty so my maid start saying abt miie tt ii always gv her LOTS OF PRO after ii finish cooking.

eg;ALOT ALOT of things2wash which she dunno y ii've to use so much things when others dunneed.
&&&&&&
mess up e whole kitchen.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS......

get tis right inside ur head boy.
eu're JUS my bf dun try2stop miie in future.

cos eu dun hv much rite to it.
IHY fer wat happen lastnite.

HOW COULD YOU.
ARGH...................

HATE YOU.

seriously,it's e 1st time ii see those old ppl doing line dance.
they were real cool wan man.

those old people there really enjoy-ing themselves.
seening them having a great time really lift miie up=)

mommy,ii tense to see you here w miie.
i tense2feel eu around miie.
telling miie i shouldn't gv up.
telling miie i got2be brave.

telling miie no matter wat eu'll b here fer miie.
time fly nd it's been nearly 7years w/o eu in my present.
and i still cant really acc e whole fate tt eu were no longer here w miie nv here2tell miie off never going scold miie fer not having my shower after skl nd so on.

fer e last 13plus years it's been a habit wif eu by myside telling miie wat i can nd cant do.
protect us from any harm.

i which ii was still tt lil ger who nv growup nv had to bother abt wat's going on nd b tt carefree miie.i was i nv had to keep facing pro tt appear ahead of miie cos i noe eu're here2face it w miie.

i noe eu're here beside miie when im typing tis out i noe eu were here by myside to tell miie not to cry anymore.
i noe eu were here all along guided miie towards e future.
i noe eu were here when i needed eu e most.

i can feel eu laughing.
i can feel eu telling miie again eu had win e game.
so tt we can had MAC.
i noe eu were here wiping my tears away nd tell miie nv to cry again.

i noe eu will.

this time round i had growup w/o eu w miie but eu living in my heart.
like b4 eu're still that pretty mommy=}

2009-04-30T23:20:00.000-07:00

OoooooO bull shit.
ii dun feel like working today.

NOT TML NEITHER................
shit this is not gd nd ii noe abt it.

IN FACT I JUST WANNA SLP 4EVA.
cos no matter how many hours ii slept it will nv b enough fer miie.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................
I HATE IT.

OK,I LOVE WORK.
I LOVE WORK.
I LOVE WORK.
I LOVE WORK.
I LOVE WORK.
I LOVE WORK.

OOOOoooooooO,BULL SHIT I LOVE WORK.

POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.
POSITIVE MIND SET.

IT's MAY GUYS.

2009-04-30T11:15:00.000-07:00

it's like 2plus am now and im blogging nd watching tv now.
td's work was really mad man ending work at 1.05am as there a birthday party.

those people were super funny plus crazy la.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS..........

td work wasnt tt tired at all.

i had so much2say but now i dunno how to start.

2009-04-28T10:05:00.000-07:00

im so glad tt baby in sing now=}
had lunch at vivo then walk arund b4 head back to work.
hahas.......

tks bee ILY TONS=]

SUPER BIG SHOES.

the name of e res.

i had sex on e beach wher baby had orange juice.
GOSH............

i had been drinking lately even during break thiink iireally got to do something to it
b4 ii gt hock.

sorry iiwas toooo busy eating my main tts y nv take photo of it.

our dessert but i eat e most.

baby,eu noe i oways loveya=}

2009-04-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

went clarke quey ytd w XZB nd ger to slack.
went to PUMP ROOM fer drinks nd small bite was laughing like hell inside crap alot.

after tt we went walking after awhile cas came looking fer us.

then conti walking arund 6plus went to A971 cafe to had our dinner.
anyway iionli post afew pic as im really supertiired now.
sorry guys.

all in all iijus wan say ii really enjoy myself meetup soon ya=)

A971 cafe.

the PUMP ROOM.

my drinks.

our drinks plus kl had some small bite.

ger nd ii had MAC fer lunch at LUANG's COURT but ii onli eat e fries.

i felt so stress over work like everything has subside over miie tt make miie cant breath.
life was nv e same after iistsrt working here.

icould no longer feel happy nd in ever things im doing during wory seen to b so stressful.

idun like tt.
nv had ii ever face pro like tis b4.

theres no word to decrided my feeling now.

NITE READER.

2009-04-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

ok,my nose was bleed-ing vbadly last nite due2no reason.
then it refuse2stop fer nearly an hr.

IDIOT...........

well iwas wonder-ing more gd lo sick le mon dunno work can rest at h.
hahas...........

buttttttt tooooooo bad its ok now.
hahas.

ok,i gt a real un-please pic which will make eu guys sick.
so dun scroll down.

i mean it.

dun say i didnt warn eu guys.

ok wish eu luck then.

here comes e pic.

ok will post e rest again as im to tired now.

stay tune peeps.

2009-04-24T23:33:00.000-07:00

my new BOXES.
cool rite.

okok,bee was being rob la.
FUCK SHIT lo those ppl.

DAME MOTHER FUCKING LA THOSE PPL.

lucky bee wasnt hurt jus tt his passport was stolen away.
so tml cant goout w bee le lo.

FUCK.
then ii'll b super bored staying at h tml.

GOD................................

ii'll b real dead tonite nd bored tml.....

2009-04-24T10:36:00.000-07:00

FUCK SHIT.
there's something wrong w blog la cant upload my pic.

BLOODY HELLLLLLLLLLLLL........

ok,wateva la will try upload tml morning k=}
ok brough2boxer fer myself at topshop.

hahas........
should say bee pay fer 1nd e other 1 iipay myself.

today full-house la nearly die lo wole body dame sticky la.
feel like jump-ing in2 a pool la then more RELAX.

aftermath went to cows & coolies atchinatown to look fer fivth,ger,kl,jas,cas,eric nd joleen awhile b4 head home.
really had a fun time tgt though it's jus awhile.

cant wait2meetup w them again la really miis them lo.

ok,b4 iigo nd slp i had my lastwords.
O DEAR I HADNT FINALLY FINISH MY BOOK NOW IM MOVING TO P.S I LOVE YOU.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.................

but to seriously de iwanna wish ding han happy belated bday ps wor 4gt sms eu ytd as iwas tooo busy working le.

if possible iitry go down2ur BBQ tml nite ya=]

happy bday again.

DEAR,I FEEL LIKE DRINKING SWEET WHITE WINE.
any1?

1bottle 250bucks any1 any1??????!

2009-04-23T09:46:00.000-07:00

after much thinking ihad decided2re-open my blog again.

sorry for gg MIA fer nearly a week butt iiguess eu guys wont even bother abt e present of miie rite?

wateva it is iwasnt here2blog abt tis.

have been thinking alot recently nd iseen2treat many ppl differenly nd tt feeling realiix SUX.

im sorry if eu guys felt tt im doint it 2wards eu.
my apolx.

back to topic.

have been thinking alot abt wat i had always chat w fivth wheneva we metup.
inoe she bother i noe she care fer his 2yrs plus friendship which means alot2us.

in times i could gt real EMO when iiheard some news coming out from eu guys mouth.
i noe in times eu guys dun mean it or so eva.

butt iireally wan eu ppl noe.
iwanted more from tis WHOLE FRIENDSHIP nd not those HI-BYE TYPE.
i believ eu guys understan wat i mean.

i had decided2let go everything tt happen in e past nd start afresh.
to 4give nd 4gt in every way.

i really wan a meetout soon.
pls ppl if possble mayb we could do it next sun.

2009-04-22T10:09:00.000-07:00

Y WASNT MY EFFORT BEING SEEN?

I TRY SO HARD BEING ABLE2PASS THOSE STANDARD BUT Y STILL ISNT IT GOOD ENOUGH?
i jus wanna do my best tt's all.

2009-04-20T09:59:00.000-07:00

as promise to update e pic td=}

VIVO+MOVIE w cas N baby.

went ten mile looking fer fivth.

SALMON DONE BY MIIE2BEE=}

ok,im gg off2bed now supertiired.
shld update again once im free.

stay tune.

2009-04-19T18:04:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLO PEOPLE......................

so sorry ididnt blog lastnite as iwas SUPERTIRED.
PSPS........

here2do a short post abt ytd outing 1st.
cook salmon fer bee then at arund 1plus we head2ten mile to look fer fivth nd had lunch tgt.

arund 2plus3 we head towards VIVO arund 3plus we reach VIVO then cas came tagging alone as she say she has nth2do.

ok,anything...

e 3of us watch FAST N FURIOUS4.
OMG..............

Super nice plus touch la e show worth watching lo.

after movie then we slace awhile then had dinner tgt at kim gary.
food there ok not v nice lo.
but ilike e fries there......y

hahas........
after dinner go slack n talk then head diff way le.
bee drove miie h wher cas go look fer frens le.

okok,i'll postup e pic 2nite ya.
LOVE.

2009-04-18T00:08:00.000-07:00

ok,wanna post tis morning butt becos bee came tts y so late then post.
ok wateva it is i had things toooo show eu guys ltr=]

gg out w bee tml b4 hand gt to cook salmon fer him.
gd life rite I COOK FOR HIM OK NOT HE COOK FOR MIIE HO.
SHITASSSSSSsssss.................

hopefully idun burnt anything tml.
*CROSS FINGER*

anything gg ten mile tml2meet my bitch fivth tan.
hahahahas......................

ok,let e pic do e talking.
shld update more tml=]

see my maid so sexy even when she's slping.
think she HIGH.....
O DEAR.................

see my finger diff one hand is hurt e other is ok??????!
badly hurt nd now it's swell due to work.
open so much bottles nd use lots nd lots of strength.

my nice sis actually eat wat iicook cos she say iiseldom cook so mus eat.
so gd rite.
ILOVE MY MEI.

got to weigh e egg.

sterm e egg then.

things for making my egg thingy.

DAISO=]
prices at only 2bucks.
it was all great buy man especially e fish power for miie2make my egg thingy=>
see e blue car box was fer baby de.
infuture if iicook i'll put everything inside.
HAHAHAHAS................

ok,ididnt take pic for e 1st nd 2nd as iwas tooooo busy trying.

my 3th time trying=(

my 4th time trying.

my 5th time trying.

my 6th time which is totally beta then b4 w bee help=}

it's been sometime seen iichange my tootbrush nd im doing it td=]

my old tootbrush which has alread open mouth.

my new tootbrush=)

iguess im getting much use2working life though iistill feel tired.

but still wat david wan i haven really meet.

2009-04-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

trust miie i've nv felt tis way b4.
y do ppl treat others e way they nv wanna b treated????

was chatting w sum1 early on(wont mention name) nd we were talking abt many things.
iseriously felt so disappointed w every1.

i felt so tired.
after so much of this nd that I FELT LIKE A FUCKING FOOL......
dun i behave like one???

GOSH...........................

i really dunno y things will go like tt infact its so tired to play tt kind soul isnt it??

FUCK................

tis is so bloody tired....
how could eu ppl b doing all tis??

BLOODY HELL...............

*************
metup w fivth nd cas at vivo td then head2my work place as fivth had interview w david.

after e interview fivth,cas,kl,jas,eric nd baby went to had their dinner nd slack(i guess).
after tt iifinish work bee drove miie to hv supper at bb.

ok,wateva im h now gtg pong le.

tkc..

someday sometime eu guys dun blame miie fer gg MIA cos eu guys gt2ask urself wat did eu guys do.

2009-04-15T09:59:00.000-07:00

1st of all iwont b writting sad stuff here as td is my happy day.

HAPPY 4th MONTH BABY.

4 month may seen real short but somehow like wat we oways say it seen to b donkey yrs when we were tgt=)

baby,send miie h from work nd we had mac after tt =]

it's really nice having baby arund w miie.
nd iiseriously wan the clock2go faste nd faste..........

iwan everything to last a life time inclub my R/S.

ok,shld stop gtg.
tks baby eu noe ILY.

2009-04-14T09:31:00.000-07:00

it's baby hand nd my hand=]

beebee nd i=}

ok im gg make a fast post nd then off to bed.

ok,i noelthis not v gd cos i jus brough myself another new book.
which i haven even finish e other 2book yet.

GOSH...............

my new book brough from PS.

ok,i should really control after i had finish ALL MY BOOKS then can buy new 1.

working isnt gd td.
i had again make so much silly mistake.

can some1 tell miie wat to do?!

b4 off to break td i had a chat w ahhong abtt my mistake nd so on.
nd yes he actually helped miie alot nd tis time rund tear roll down my face nd ii admit iireally feel like tearing myself.

feeling isnt gd nd iinoe still i gt2hold on.
but in times i really wonder how long?

e day b4 iihad make a dresm tt seen so real.
i dreamt tt ihad make myself super ill till i dun wanna go2work no matter who ask miie wakeup nd say im fine.

i really try my best doing wat iican but still iifeel shutted.
i dunno y.

my heart began2tear badly so badly tt in times ino longer felt e smile in miie no matter how i force it.

i cant really cant i try forcing myself2smile but irealise iicouldnt felt those smile in miie when im working nd yes tis is INSANE...................

Y?Y IS ALL THIS HAPPENING?

i really just wanna do my best but y do ifelt no matter how itry it oways comeout e same or david nv like it?

2009-04-12T08:05:00.000-07:00

met baby at 415 at cityhall as baby working td.
should meet all my gfs td but all couldnt make it which kind of dissapoint miie alot.
NVM............

CHILL JERILIN........

anyway after tt we went to vivo to shop and eat.
ok,will let e pic do e talking.

i took so much photo yet i keep deleting i realise those smile on my face wasnt really there even when ii take photo.
jus wat is wrong?????

i had steak nd king prawn.
baby had lamb nd chicken.

ok,i cant really rmb which res did i went2eat but i noe there's something guys de.
well food there wasnt really nice.
so bee was like saying we shouldnt go back there anymore.
nd i told bee ya lo we rather spend more and eat beta food at white dog cafe la at least food there was nice.

things i brough from vivo.

*********

was talking to bee early on.
was telling him ii place my blog to private and he started ask miie like y nd so on.

i noe i didnt wan tell him e truth as i didnt wan make him worry abt it.
but he was saying was it abt td ask my gfs outing but none of them make it?
but somehow iwas thinking was tt part of e reason???

well i guess so ba..
no bcos of td thingy jus tt mayb i.........
mayb im jus tired abt nth.....

but i noe most reason were abt work.
infact early on idid told baby abit abt work but didnt tell him everything.
i only told him i couldnt fit in2them nd he was saying like gv myself more time cos im jus new there nd iwas saying but in PMC life wasnt like tt at all then y is all tis so now?

then bee was saying bcos PMC was my 1st job infact iwas hoping every job2b e same as PMC nd im wrong.
wat baby say was truth but icouldnt help but still wonder y.

I MISS DADDY TAN teaching us during skl time.
in times i felt like gg back skl life but inoe i shouldnt gv up easily.

helping/talking to customers has oways make miie really smile but not infront of my working-mate.
they were gd 2wards miie but in times i couldnt help yet wonder again y couldnt i fit in2 them?!

was it bcos i wasnt gd enough?
i do things in a hurry way nd tt wat make david oways angry abt.
nd i was thinking y am ii doing all tis?
cant i see clearly w my brain nd do things????

everytime i felt tt tears began to wetup my eyes but inoe i shouldnt cry i shouldnt admit defend.

in life i had more2learn nd i noe tis will bring miie 2wards my future....

in times ppl shouldnt judge miie by my out look.
i may seen strong outside infact im weak inside.

i noe no matter wat i gt to stay strong.

I GUESS IM GG MIA AGAIN.

2009-04-11T10:30:00.000-07:00

yes,i was just trying keep things to myself.
i just didnt wan anybody to noe wat had happen.

i didnt noe working in could b like this.
i use to through tt it will b e same.
YET IM WRONG.......

i though it mayb like PMC yet its totally the other way round.
i dunno y....

after a few days irealise i really haven been smile-ing.
and its sumthings tt nv happen2miie b4.

i dunno wat2say yet i felt so DUMB..........
i felt like crying during work.

nd iinoe i had make toooo many silly mistake which i shouldnt make.
i felt soso 2pid abt tis.......

working were really strees as compare.
but i noe i'll hv a future ahead...
but in times i really couldnt help but wonder.

y is all tis so?????

didnt ii learn all tis b4??
y am ii make-ing SILLY MISTAKE??????!

i felt???????
i dunno how2describe my feelings now.

moody?
happy?
crying?

i dunno.

i jus wanna do wat i can.....
yet.............

i couldnt talk2them at all as somehow i nv understan wat were they talking abt.
isnt tis dumb enough????

i wasnt tt jerilin anymore.
i hasnt really smile for sometime during work.
hasnt really talk during work.

y is all tis happening????
iguess i really still like PMC life style.

i didnt wan anybody2noe how i even felt during work ii dunno y.
especially mama......

SORRY.

2009-04-11T00:03:00.000-07:00

hahas...

td onli work nite shift.....
can rest longer=}

last nite mama they all went for dinner.
and had CRABS.............

OMG.........
But im so lucky they pack back some CRAB fer miie=]
so SWEET of them.

i wan eat more CRAB anybody???

CRAB SHELL...

CRAB.......

tml OFF.........
YES............

2009-04-09T09:52:00.000-07:00

ok,ii noe i haven been blogg-ing as im really busy working.
everyday spilt till supertired.

skip all tis crap.
recently jus brought another 3new books to read.

yesyesyes,im insane 3 at a go la.
im in LOVE w book now.
ok is it a gd things??????

yesyesyes,i wannna learn more abt english.
hahas............cant believ right.

yes,tis book is love man.
i watch tis movie already but still couldnt help wanna noe what's happening again.

P.S I LOVE YOU.

OMG,CANT WAIT TO FINISH ALL MY BOOK.
o pls gv miie more time so iican start on my books PLS...

YES,IM IN LOVE W BOOKS MAN.

shit ass hurt my leg today.
super pain la.............

idiot......

O met steven nd david just now.
anyway gd luck2david gg taiw le.....

stop looking at gers DAVID......

okok,gtg slp tml need work.

tml ppl off im working.
BORED-ING.........................

2009-04-06T09:44:00.000-07:00

miie nd bday ger=]

xj,kl,jelly nd fivth=>

here comes the funny faces.

cheers2 the bday ger=}

yes,tt's my leg tt they are carrying.

HAPPY 19th BDAY.
HOPE EU ENJOY URSELF YA=)

MEET UP SOON.

2009-04-05T07:27:00.000-07:00

proudly taken by JERILIN=)
NICE RITE all e pic below=]

another day has pass.
SIGH..............

2009-04-04T10:14:00.000-07:00

i realise i hasnt been smiling from the bottom of my heart seen the day istarted work.
i dunno y.

i felt so tired doing tt.
some1 pls tell miie wat to do!

2009-04-04T00:26:00.000-07:00

slept till nearly 1pm td as i only have to work night shift=]

ytd during our break ger,bee&miie go Kbox at chinatown.
hahas..............

really enjoy myself ytd=}

god myhand&leg hasnt been hurting badly dunno y.
ARGH.....................

well lucky i got tis(pic below)2save miie.
hahahahas........

paste 3of it on my leg.

2009-04-02T09:37:00.000-07:00

ok,it's my 2nd day of work td and i just get back h.

so tired la nd my leg is really hurting badly mayb toooo long nv stand fer so long le ba.

everyday spilt shift onli sun off.
crazy lo...............

break for 3hrs 30mins wor...
gg go mad soon man...

sigh,so mad w myself couldnt do up to david standard la.
FUCK SHIT.....................

HATE MYSELF....
lost touch for fine dining le..

now do like shit la last time amber okok.
NOW LE..................

OMGOMG,GOT TO WORK UP2DAVID STANDARD.

ok,go pongpong le.love.

2009-03-31T08:17:00.000-07:00

As promise to mommy(xiang jun) tt i'll blog tonight abt our outing td.

okok,metup w charles td at lot1at 1225 but i was late for 15mins.
hahahahas.....
had pizza hub fer lunch=}

chat alot w him abt his army life nd bleahx bleahx bleahx............
it has been a long time seen we last met ya.
and i really enjoy it=)
(ok,dun gt e wrong ideas my dear)

meet up soon MR.CHARLES....

after that at 0205pm head towards JE to meetup my BABE GIRLS.
mommy&cas were early then miie.
well fivth&her fren were late(no surpise).

head towards FEP to gt my skinny nd fivth&her fren had mogu mogu there.

LOL...................
baby,came and fetch us at FEP nd head towards cine fer movie.
as we were abit late of time....
watch shopaholic.

the show were real gd man.
worth watching la plus funny.......

hahahahahahahas.........

after movie head to buy my clothes nd walking around.
then back to cine to have dinner.

outside cine=}

went to e 4th level near e cinema to have dinner(cant rmb wat name).
service there SUX man.......

and i super bad luck la FCUK..........
i couldnt eat wat i wanted(cant rmb wats tt call)nd it totally spoilt my mood tt i hadnt eat much fer dinner.

FCUK-SHIT......

so angry w the service staff.

baby nd i were both angry w e service there.

jap's wine.

fivth,wanna miie take pic of her nd e food.
POOR FOOD......

i seriously will nv go back there again man.
thinking abt it make miie boil man......

OMG..................

i had so much fun gg out w eu guys.

tks BABES=)

*X*X*X*X*X*X*

OMG,tml start work le.
abit scare la.........................

ARGH................

HOPE THINGS GOES WELL.........
*CLAP CLAP PRAY*.

its 12plus now shld gt to slp soon.

LOVES...........

2009-03-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahas.............
by surpise baby came2my h today to pass miie ulcers's med.
i had 2ulcers under my tongue la.

wateva it is it wasnt pain at all.
but still wanna tks baby fer making e trip down=)

baby,haven had lunch so i cook(kind of heatup) noodles fer him.
and he super happy.
crazy de........

hahahahas............
bcos it's e 1st time i do it w him arund ba?!

anyway baby stay2have dinner at my h toooooo.
after dinner he help miie w my APPLE JUICE=}

watch tv tgt oso....
hahahahas...........

it was a joy having him arund though we had quarrel e day b4.
wateva it is shouldnt bring up e past.
should look forward to wat future brings=}

will b meeting charles tml fer lunch at lot 1.
if im still not gg arrange to meet him.
im sure he'll screw miie upside down.

RIGHT........................

meeting ger,cas,mommy,fivth and fivth's fren tml at 215.
OMG...................

CANT WAIT FER TML TOOOOOO COME.

shld update more abt tml outing k=)

2009-03-29T04:20:00.000-07:00

see my EYE-BAG.
OMG.............

MORNING PEOPLE,

it's 7.15pm now and i just wokeup.
had a cemetry trip w my familys last nite.
nd mama woke miie up at 230am to get prepare and then head towards uncle's house for meetup.

it's was tired yet fun=)
cos they crap so much.

hahahahahas........
wanna slp longer but then baby say dun cos scare ltr at nite iwont bable slp anymore AND im sososo tired NOW.

OK people,i go busy le tkc ya=}
do keep e tag coming in=]

HEARTS.

2009-03-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

i couldnt understand myself.

i always want it this way yet...................

i really wish i could tell some1 how i really feel at this moment.

*******
think i should change my FCUK-ING phone?